History Repeats?

It’s long been my opinion that the only women who are interested in me are crazy. And when I say  ’crazy’ I literally mean crazy. They all seem to have some kind of disorder. I have quite a lot of evidence to support this. What’s even more disheartening is that I keep finding myself drawn [...]

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Repercussions

It’s funny how the past still haunts you. For the past eight years or so I’ve had to be careful with money. Careful in that I had to account for every dollar I spent just in case I needed to buy food or something. No thought was given, though, to the cost of alcohol, or [...]

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The Cost of Absence

I am sorry that I’ve been gone for so long. I could say that in the past two years life has been very changed and, with that, very hectic. But that would just be an excuse. In truth, even though it feels like I have no time I really do have plenty of it; I [...]

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What I Did

So, I’ve been feeling kind of sorry for myself lately.  That’s probably not a surprise.  I’ve been going through the usual things that people in my position go through.  I think.  I hope. One thing, in particular, is not really being myself.  You see, being with an alcoholic for so long I’ve given up the [...]

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Success? Where is it?

A while back, my Addict had said that she thought I was afraid of success.  I’m pretty sure she was sober when she said that, but I didn’t pay much attention.  I mean, why would I be afraid of success?  Money is always tight, I can’t buy what I want, I can’t do what I [...]

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