Everything was going fine yesterday. Work was fine and I was doing my thing. Then my spouse called. After a few minutes of listening to nonsense my spouse decides that we should go out to eat. Instantly, my day crashed. I had knots in my stomach. I felt chilled and ill. I was even angry [...]
Posts Tagged ‘drunk’
The Knotted Stomach
Posted in Alcoholism, Co-Dependency, Depression, tagged Alcoholism, anger, co-dependent, drunk, guilt, spouse on March 24, 2009 | 3 Comments »
Waiting For The New Dawn
Posted in Alcoholism, Co-Dependency, tagged abuse, drunk, happiness, verbal on December 2, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Now that my spouse is back full time it seems like I don’t have any time to do anything for myself. While my time was spent taking care of the house, pets, kids, and bills I still managed to fit in some time for me. A quiet few minutes here and there where I could [...]
One More Time
Posted in Alcoholism, Self, tagged drunk, reprieve, time on November 21, 2008 | 2 Comments »
It turns out I had one more day of being free. At least, as free as one can be in this situation. On the one hand, this is good because it gave me more free time, but at the same time it just delayed the inevitable. Now I’m so nervous my stomach is a mess. [...]