It’s funny how the past still haunts you. For the past eight years or so I’ve had to be careful with money. Careful in that I had to account for every dollar I spent just in case I needed to buy food or something. No thought was given, though, to the cost of alcohol, or [...]
Posts Tagged ‘vacation’
Break Out The Gorilla Suit – It’s Friday
Posted in Co-Dependency, Depression, Self, tagged business, trip, vacation on March 13, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
The spouse has been gone for a couple of days on a business trip. I wish they were more frequent because I enjoy the time away. Even though I have to take care of the house, the kids, make meals and work it always feels like I’m on a kind of vacation when the spouse [...]
The End Is Nigh
Posted in Alcoholism, Co-Dependency, Self, tagged fear, sad, vacation on November 19, 2008 | 6 Comments »
My “vacation” is over. My spouse will be returning today and, I’m pretty sure, there will be alcohol in the air. I’m actually pissed off and depressed about it. I’m not ready for my spouse to return, not now that I’m remembering what it’s like to be able to live without worrying about what’s going [...]